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I'm still measuring ahead! apparently, I've been measuring ahead the whole time, but the nurse never told me. I knew they were wrong on my due date... idiots. I knew we made this baby in December, and not January. ...but everything is just perfect, and we're still on for Sept 15th, which I think is when it would have been happening ANYWAY but whatev! Whenever he gets here I'll be happy. I'd be a bit more happy if the little guy looked like me and not LJ but... such is life.


oh well


So, I can't stop crying. I only have 3 more days with Daizy until I re-home her, and it's literally breaking my heart. I can't remember the last time I felt this kind of sadness. I love this dog more than anything. I know I'm doing what is best for the baby, and for Daizy, but it's seriously breaking my heart. Every time I look at her, I start crying. I have been treating her like a freaking princess. I seriously have made all her meals, and I'm hoping she just remembers me when I get to dog sit her. I can't believe I ever became such a dog person...I guess the count is on 2 now.. LJ at least did 2 things right in our journey together. He made me a dog lover, and made me a baby... Two things I never thought possible.






Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby, please come back
It wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away